You may not know this but Deb and I are divorced. She came to me one day and said she had enough.  I am not sure   enough of what. Anyway, I am now  in this house alone and Deb is back in Phoenix with her family.  She is sorely missed and there is a hole in my life that I  don't know if I can patch.
 I have been struggling to pay the bills and keep myself from  losing it, but, so far it is working. I have buried myself in small projects and that has helped a lot.

 The phrase- you don't know what you got , til its gone rings true.